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PROFILECalled me Mia. Engaged with Mohd Ariff bin Md Isa. Our engagement on 30.1.2012. I love reading books (twilight)! I can read it again and over again. My blog, my rules. It is up to me to post whatever here. Anything else? Find a reason to smile. And, happiness will always be with you. |
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Monday, 24 September 2012
it's about this two months.  hye guys. :) yes, it's been 2 months since my last post over here. :( I'm sorry. I am very busy with my homework, assignment, and also my duty as a prefect. sometimes, it do, burdening me. :( in 2 weeks, I got final exam. please, wish me luck and pray for my best. :) I want the best for my study.  Talk about friends, Hanis already have a new friends. Izzati are not talk to me. :'( I don't know why. It's do torturing me. :( Atul, yes, we are being best friends now. Since I become close to Atul, I really not talk to Loo and Yip. :( I'm sorry babe. :( No matter what, I still love both of you. :* Widya, of course! being my BFF. we never argue. maybe because we really understand each other. we laugh, talk, eat, and even cry together. It's funny. :D she is my BFF. really do. :))  Ariff, a lot of things happened between us. Arguing? Don't ask how much it is. It's UNCOUNTABLE. yes, we do not understand each other. why? maybe, because I'm too expecting him to understand me. and, at the same time, I ignore him and his feelings. I'm sorry. :(  Awin, we already break up. being friend? of course not. I don't know why. Maybe it's too hurt to him. Maybe he love me too much and I'm disappointed him. I'm sorry. :'( It's really torturing me when he didn't want to talk to me, even, he never want to see my face again. Yes, he hate me. A LOT. He made me cry when he couple with Izzah and didn't tell me. At that time, I'm expecting we are friend. But, it's not. I don't know what the matter with him. Maybe I'm the one who can't understand his feelings. Then, they broke up. why? as for me, I think Awin want a better life for him. No girls that can make him sad anymore. maybe. who knows. he never tell anybody.  Mustaqim, he got a HUGE problem when Khalina didn't want to meet him. but, it's okay now. I'm glad for him. I want him to be very happy with Khalina. :)  by the way, I got new friend in my class. Aris Baginda. annoying? sometimes. but, he is kinda cute. he's funny. but, he didn't really talk to me. why? of course because of ariff.  amirul imran. my BFF that can't be forever. he's now just being my friend. not even best friend. why? he's keep blaming me for something that I didn't do. It's hurt me, very much. when my best friend didn't believe me. it's really torturing. and, I found that, he is very happy sitting at the back and surely, can always talk to Atiqah. I know who I am to you, brother. I'm just want we to be BFF. because, you are really understand me. I miss you. Miss our conversations. :( we do fasting together, right? thanks. you accompany me. A.I. you don't really know me right? I didn't want all this. I hate it. But, I don't know why, I can't stop it. I'm sorry. I already trying my best, talk to him, and want our relationship being better and not worse. and, now, I know that he's trying his best to this relationship. do believe me. I want to change him. I want the best for both of us. Then, maybe that's all happened for this two months. p/s: quite long post. :p Labels: based on a true story, day, feelings, friends, memory 9/24/2012 06:47:00 pm
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