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Called me Mia. Engaged with Mohd Ariff bin Md Isa. Our engagement on 30.1.2012.
I love reading books (twilight)! I can read it again and over again. My blog, my rules. It is up to me to post whatever here. Anything else? Find a reason to smile. And, happiness will always be with you.

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Wednesday, 28 November 2012

ILUS.

Assalamualaikum. Morning fellas.
It's Wednesday sunny morning. Bright, cheerful sun, gynetic, AWESOME. Giva a bright light.

Definitely, I'm in school's holiday. I don't know why but, I'm feeling very LAZY to go to school for next year.
I got PMR next year. I don't know if I am strong enough to study and do my revision for all the time. Or, actually, I don't know if I am diligent enough. hahaha

let's talk about something that will make our worlds better.

ILUS.
ILOVEYOUSTUPID! by Melur Jelita

-fantastic
-awesome
-brilliant
-nice
-value of friendship, love, responsibility, respect to others, love of people in the same religion. -keep promises.
-YOUNG, WILD, AND FREE.

Yes, Iris are wild, young and free. All of them, are. Farina, Lara, Violet. They are DIVAS.
We called it tragedy, when someone ask for Iris's help. Get her back, something that worth a life to her. Who is her? What happened to her?
And, Iris, a girl that never broke her promises. For the sake of a friend, she's willing to do it.
She's go to Kemboja, learn, understand how hard it is for others to survive, make she be a grateful, realize who she is, realize who is Our Creator, realize what love means. Why, Kemboja?

Meet a guy, sweet, handsome, stylo, macho, hot, pedas berapii, called Firman.
Her bodyguard that always take care well of Iris.
The best among the best, there he is, Firman -------. Protect Iris until the last breath. Is it responsibility or love?

Aidan, sweet, handsome, hot, caring. A lover of Iris Nur. He is a Doctor. Loyal, did accept Iris no matter who she is, try his best to take care of Iris. He is, PERFECT! Does Iris will give a perfect love for this perfect lover?

-lots of adventure.
-amazing.

How a Holy man can make YWF Iris change?
This book really taught me, what is it mean by Islam, Aqidah. Do we will protect our family over there?

Synopsis.

KISAH KEMANUSIAAN YANG PENUH DENGAN KASIH SAYANG. Perjalanan hidup Iris mencari jawapan kepada rasa sepi dan tidak berpunya yang sering bertandang dalam hatinya.
Aku Iris the diva. Pembunuh senyap lelaki tanpa bayang! I'm bad and I'm dangerous!

Aidan? My main course yang sangat menyelerakan!
"Saya nak Inspektor Iris digari dan dihukum kerana telah mencuri hati saya. Saya dah X-Ray tubuh Inspektor Iris, saya nampak hati saya berada dalam hati Inspektor Iris." -Aidan

Inspektor Ebrahim? My parfait, perfect!
"Sir! How could you! Menggoda seorang gadis di bawah umur?" -Iris
"Bukan di bawah umur, gadis di bawah sedar, di bawah pengaruh kurang cerdik!"
-Ebrahim

Firman? Yucks! Mulutnya, ya Rabbi! Lebih pedas dari segalanya!
"Untuk bodyguard saya... yang sangat macho, stylo... dan..."
"Dan apa?" -Firman
"Ermmm... satu hari nanti dan apa, akan terjawab. So biarkan saja tempat kosong itu." -Iris

Lara, Farina dan Violet, my divas. We're hot, sexy and naughty. Bukan sembarangan lelaki boleh mendampingi kami dan kami juga tidak mendampingi sembarangan lelaki.

Kegembiraan aku dan divas tidak berpanjangan apabila berlaku satu peristiwa yang tak dapat aku lupakan sampai bila-bila. Demi memenuhi hasrat terakhirnya, aku membawa misi yang besar dengan mengharung hidup di tempat asing yang sangat mencabar.

"Anakku, di mana anakku. Saya sanggup buat apa saja asalkan anak saya dikembalikan... Tolonglah, saya merayu."

Semua yang berlaku mematangkan aku tentang kehidupan... tentang Islam, agamaku... tentang rasa cinta yang sebenar-benarnya cinta... "Selama ini saya merasa sepi dan tidak berpunya. Tiba-tiba saja rasa itu menghilang bila saya mula beristighfar..."

Price- RM 39.00
Place- Popular/MPH/ any bookstore.

Labels: books, love, memory, mumbling, review

11/28/2012 10:00:00 am

Monday, 12 March 2012

Mimi Farah's quote for her sister, Mimi Atirah.

this is my elder sister's quote.
She wrote all of this by herself.
ILY.

She wrote this when I felt very sad, disappointed and down, and she don't know why.
It is because of my AGAMA's marks actually.
I got B in it. I can't bear it anymore, I never imagine that I would got B in it. All of my effort all this long, seems nothing.

I'm not perfect.. And also..I can be classified into one of the 'BAD GIRLS alive'.. I dont know what had happened to you.. The thing I know is..no matter how sad you are..I believe ALLAH doesnt meant to hurt you..but..HE wants you to know how much HE loved you.. If you are being tested by HIM..remember..ALLAH actually wants to attract you to HIM.. HE wants to hear you praying and begging for HIS help.. Anyway..after all..who else can help when it comes to feelings probs..?? "Hanya dengan mengingati ALLAH hati akan menjadi tenang.." [Surah Ar-Rad:28] ;) if you need someone to talk..(even about AREP..I'm here to listen.. Btw..I miss you :( )

ILY much Mimi Jazman

Labels: challenge, feelings, lonely and alone, love, memory

3/12/2012 09:01:00 am

Saturday, 10 March 2012

dear, Ariff. I'm sorry.

Mohd Ariff, hurm.
IMissYouALot.

I already send you a text message. I want our relay backs to normal.
But, you seems like very busy.

And, it is without me?
I cried.

Iloveyou. But, you just like, didn't care about me.

I'm sorry. I got a very annoying attitude. I knew.
I keep give a trouble to you.
You got worry because of me.
I'm sorry. For. Everything.

I keep made you dejected. I'm sorry.
And, sorry for burdening you. For 1 year 1 month 10 days.
sorry bunny.

I just can't let you go.
I'm suffering without you.
I love you damn much. Sorry. If this is too selfish.

Sorry if I made you suffer all this time.
Iwantyousobadly, is my biggest wish.

ILY.

Labels: lonely and alone, love

3/10/2012 08:26:00 pm

I need time.

very boring. there's nobody accompany me right now. jyeah!

Ariff, hurm. We argue last Wednesday. I cry a lot because of that. Never thought that we will argue like this. It just like, both of us got a very high ego then there's nobody want to care about other feeling.

It hurts me too much.
Sorry bunny.
I love you no matter what but,
I can't forgive you.

It hurts me. I just can't let you ruin my happiness again and again.
Even, when you are not here, didn't stay by my side, I fell very alone. Then, that's make I can't smile like before. But, that's ignore by others feeling not hurt me as much what you do before. I'M SORRY.

I need time. To release my pain.

Labels: based on a true story, challenge, feelings, lonely and alone, love, memory

3/10/2012 07:40:00 pm

Saturday, 18 February 2012

saturday morning.

morning fellas.

saturday morning. 18.2.2012.
hey, last day is my anniversary with my dearest bunny.

forgot to tell ya. that, erm, there were 3 of my best friend. Ati, Widya, Hanis.
they wish for us! they want us to be happy. no argue anymore.
until our last breath. hey, thanks!

that's all for this morning.

gtg, I need take my bath then prepare my look. My parents want to hangout with me and my sista.

Labels: based on a true story, love, memory

2/18/2012 08:17:00 am

Friday, 17 February 2012

please. ILY.

Bunny, don't leave me.

I love you. I can't think about my past that got no YOU in it.

I just want a future that full with your name. ♥

And, this time, our love decorates by sweet memory. ♥

Labels: based on a true story, feelings, introducing me, love, memory

2/17/2012 04:48:00 pm

everything about us.

Hurm.. you promise me, that one day we will go to honeymoon. I don't care if it are not an AWESOME place but I just want to be with you. All the time. ♥

I want to get marry with you. Then, live happily ever after. ♥

Hey, you... er, kinda romantic guy. Never wish for it actually. But, I'm glad you can take care of my heart. Thanks. ♥

ILY. ♥

Labels: based on a true story, love, memory

2/17/2012 04:44:00 pm

Anniversary. with Mohd Ariff.

today, it is my anniversary with Mohd Ariff!
hey, wish a congrats to me!

hahahaha, it just simple love with a guy named Mohd Ariff.
It's been a year since the first day we got to each other.

I love you much, bunny.

During this 365 days, I think, we got broke up for a few times. But even a week, we couple back.
We love each other very much right?

ILYDM, baby.

And, we got many obstruction but, we faced it together.

How I wish this relation, got blessing from God and from our family.

If we are not meant to be together, I hope you will got someone better than me.
But,
everyday, I'm pray for our fate. To be together until the last breath.

This girl are very sensitive. She love screaming very much! She love to call everybody her 'sayaaang' her 'babby' her 'honnnneyyy'. She always cry for something frivolous. She got the very annoying attitude. She can't be loyal. She always want not only 1 in her life. But, she want everything from a guy. She can't knew her second or third or even a forth boyfriend got another girl or just close to someone else that got female sex.

But, you, Mohd Ariff.

You never complain about this girl. You love her much and you don't ever care about your feelings. You just want her to be happy. You gave everything that she want. You give loyalty, love, custody and everything else that she want to.

Sometimes, you get anger with her attitude. But, you never put the blame on her. Everytime she seek for forgiveness, you will say that, "it is not your fault." Even sometimes, she always put the blame on you, you never get angry.

Sometimes, this girl also don't know why she could break your heart badly. An just leave the scars in your heart.

But, deeply in her heart.

You are everything to her. She love you. No doubt. She just want you. Want a simple love from you. And, she willing to give everything just for it. ♥

I ♥ YOU, MOHD ARIFF. MAY OUR RELATION WILL LAST FOERVER.

Labels: based on a true story, introducing me, love, memory

2/17/2012 04:33:00 pm

Saturday, 11 February 2012

unforgettable memory in 2012. ❤

Hye! Morning fellas.

I got lot of story to type here.
Don't worry. I will try to make this post shortened.

Kfine. Let's start.

Yesterday, oh oh. I am, with Widya and Amirul Imran, stay back at the school. Cause, we want paint the 2A class. Bhaha, funny. Got very high spirit oh.

Then, Amirul Imran go to SHAMS for Sembahyang Jumaat. Kfine. Then, it just be the two of us. Mia and Widya. We talk a lot about everything!
Then, Tula came, But, she didn't sat with us. She sat alone at Balai Ilmu.

We start the paint first. Then, Amirul Imran came. Then, Ati and Syuhada. Then, Alief and Ikram came.
Then, teacher came.
Hoho, everything just got very clear. And, this is the most unbelievable part when Asyrani and Zulhilmi also came. Hoy Hoy, thanks! Then, Atul came.

Then, Fasha and Atiqah came. Kfine, there's a lot of people in that class now.
Amirul Imran knocking nails with the teacher.
Fasha, Atiqah, Syuhada just walk around the class and talk a lot.
Zulhilmi, Tula and Ati tide the curtains.
Asyrani just sat beside Zulhilmi.

And, others, painting.

Then, Aqil and Ariff came. Grr! I thought both of you wouldn't come!

After I paint half of the wall, Shazriq came. It is just like, why you didn't come at three p.m.? It is much easier.

Okay, then, it's come the most disgusting moment when I mad at Amirul Imran. And, he stop painting!! Grr! It is just very very shit!

He's sulking with me! WTH!

I don't know why, but I'm cried! I felt guilty. He is the one that most close to me. He listened all of my problem but then, I just like can't appreciate him! What the foolish action!
Ergh! On that time, I felt very very weak. I can't got into the class and continue my painting back!

Aqil, he came to me and Widya at the stairs. I'm cry on that time. Then, maybe he tell everybody or he just keep quiet but everybody were looking for me and Widya. Then, they got out from the class.

I'm kneeling at that time actually. My feet felt very weak. When they got out from the class, I pulling Widya and we go to the stairs and I continue my tears at the stairs. It is just like W T F I need to cry because of Amirul Imran?!

Then, Ariff, (the guy that I love but never talk a lot with me. We just talk 2 or 3 words. Thanks, Please, Welcome, and I'm always shouted at him "Keep Quiet!") he ask me, "Kenapa nangis lak ni?" (because of my obsession with that sentence, I can't translate it into BI!)

I didn't answer. It is just like crazy if I want to answering that question cause while I'm crying, I can't talk. It will be very 'grr! horrible!' voice.

After that, everything being just very fine. Cause the anak Dato' (Shazriq) and Ariff painting! Hahaha, guys, you are so cute.

But, something fun happened. I'm fell! And my jeans and my feet full with paint. Haha, when that's happened. This desperate girl dipping her feet inside the paint. Then, starting decorating the floor with her feet. Hahaha, until Tula and Shazriq scold me. Ergh! Kfine, I'm stop! I will not decorating the floor more!